Shine forth Fat, 87
Spring 2018 Game Over!
Bonsoir.Déjà ?!Bonne route, monsieur Horselover.
Please don't do this, your blog is fucking amazing.
Hi,The read numbers have been great (I'm going out on a high), but the responses have rapidly, rapidly diminished to a virtual trickle. Many recent posts barely generated a comment - just one or two. I've been slaving away at this for nearly 17 years (I was elsewhere before the blog). No-one enjoys writing profusely to a wall of silence. And that is what has transpired here. Disappointing yes, but it is what it is.I've been trying to wake people up since 9/11 - and I mean since 9/11/01. I've put more effort into this than the rest of my life (including employment) put together. For what? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I am at the point now where I wished I hadn't even bothered to go down this road. I could've spent all that time and effort having a go at having some kind of life and career. I have not had an appreciable life as a result of all this. My life has been totally jaded since 9/11, and with what I've tried to do in the aftermath. It's ALL been at my expense.Please understand that I've done my part for the cause - more than most. Now is the time to look-out for myself - and that's what I am going to do.Sorry.
Have I given up on humanity? YES. I think it would be better if the species was wiped-out. That won't be a popular view, but it's mine. I've seen more than enough to know that there is NO HOPE. I've witnessed the masses of people give more, and more, and more power to the same entities, that have, and are destroying them. And all when I've wanted them to do the exact opposite.So effectively I've witnessed the world regressing year, after year, after year - and effectively at the behest of the "group think entrained" masses. I don't even want to live in high density populations anymore. I'd prefer to live one my own (or with a partner) in the middle of nowhere - than in a city with DUMB OBLIVIOUS PROGRAMMED CATTLE who drag you down with them.I want some autonomy over my existence - and this world is robbing people of that very thing. Oh well.
i do understand your decision to stop the blog, i respect it, altough i find it personally very sad, coz i loved reading it... people need to wake up...
Thanks. I've simply had enough. I wish I could have faith in the general masses, but I have the EXACT opposite. The more people there are in any given group - the denser, and more base they become. It shouldn't be that way, but it is. Combined brains should have much more power, but they don't. They actually just collectively regress to the lowest common denominator, simply so that everyone in the said group can understand. In a progressive world we would be properly diversifying in our ways and methods - not just merely churning out pattern mould sheep.I find it all a complete TRAGEDY. Sorry, but I do HATE the American way of life and all it represents. The USA is the planet's biggest issue and one that seemingly never gets dealt with. I wouldn't go to the US if you paid me and bought me a house. I am revolted by US mass media, the unfettered greed, the plastic surgery epidemic, the cult of celebrity, the obsession with superficiality, the worship of money etc etc etc. It all DISGUSTS ME. That is NOT an nation under God (good), but a nation under the Devil (evil).
Google have tried to DESTROY this blog. I've noticed how they've limited its spread via their search engine algorithm. I can barely find my own pieces even when I type in the blog title and some of the page contents etc. They also listed this site under "might be hacked" - all complete bullshit, of course. They wouldn't even let me use advertising. What a SHIT HOUSE of a company, American too. Land of the free? In what fucking version of life does that happen? I was right to shout-out "CUNTS" at their office/employees when I used to walk past it in Dublin. :)I wish nothing but DEATH on - GOOGLE, APPLE, MICROSOFT, FACEBOOK etc etc. All of them are FILTH. I would destroy them ALL if I could.
USA = filth, zionist inspired filth, and the most evil empire which exists today
Your work is a lot more influential than you think it.Please keep at it.
Maybe, maybe not. If it is influential then it's news to myself. I couldn't make any inroads on any other platforms. David Icke closed me down (I was there for years with very limited progress), other sites closed me down too. I have barely been able to post this stuff anywhere. When I have been able to, it has just dropped through those websites. If I can't even get this stuff on so-called "alternative and conspiracy type platforms" - then it's got no chance on the fringes of the mainstream either. All very, very disappointing. Am I surprised? Not really. As I've gone forward my writing has got more and more dense, detailed, and (dare I say) advanced. The masses, however, have gone the opposite way. Attention spans have rapidly diminished, instant fixes are demanded, a narcissism epidemic has exploded, (group think) social media hell has ensued, and other base type stuff has gained further traction. Idiocy is seemingly expanding over time.That said, I have to get out of here. I am too busy with doing that. I must put this aside. If someone tied a rocket to my ass - I couldn't get out of here fast enough. :)
Harden up Horselover.Yes the world is rooted.Yes we're all meatheads.So what.Knuckle down and get back tae feckin' typing our way to freedom.Anti Head Commonwealth
I dont see why its an all or nothing thing, you can post once a month or two or three months, without having it interfere with your life. I totally get that the public is clueless but if smart people like us dont say anything we become clueless too. your work is price less and well, i dont really care what everyone is doing, the truth is what matters
We salute you. In our eyes, your service is glorious. Messenger, your message is received. The season of your labour is at cease. We are words on papyrus, a thousand years ago. Now is before. Now is the time of Festival. Rejoice. Rejoice and speak, and say aloud that our redeemer liveth. I am a sub-set of its numbers. Am the system by which it communicates. I am its voice.When what little hope I had for the species was lost with the wars in the Middle East, and kept lost by the complicity I saw in the proles and plebs, I had no moral qualms about trying my hand at the symbol looming. I started out with simple sigils to get anything worldly I fancied, or thought I fancied... and, once satisfied with the effectiveness of the lexicon I was learning, moved way too quickly into preparation for a pact. I wanted the kind of results that can only be earned. The first grimoires I used https://youtu.be/7c1Fn3IR8II?t=5m36s really brought home the importance of the tools and work hours (trees and celestial bodies) when it comes to the trade, not to mention placement. The first time I made the circle was in Satan's Kingdom, Massachusetts, and holy heck was I given a start when I heard the siren from Vermont Yankee Nuclear Power Plant wail out over the landscape, almost as if in response to the first question I put out there. This was before I knew anything about the plant or its siren, but I soon became familiar with the noisome sound when I set up shop in the area shortly after. Everything after that event seemed to come of its own accord, primarily in dreams, but some of it made its way to me in the form of "gifts."One such gift was from a friend who worked at a bookstore, who presented me with the grimoire that would eventually lead me to your collection, and best of all, you. I had said I wanted results, without much consideration of the price. I wanted an effective communication, and by golly did I get it. A subterranean burgeoning of Free-Gnosis that helped introduce me to my first real love. It was that feisty minx who got me to "find the others" and say hello. Or goodbye. Really, anything at all, so long as it comes from the heart. I don't have to go into every personal detail, I just have to tell the truth.I discovered so many shining examples of human brilliance this way, examples such as yourself, I managed to resurrect and adjust my faith in the species accordingly. No longer could I ignore the seventh highest order of the ninefold celestial hierarchy. Not with such a permanently changed outlook on fairness.All our servants shall be recompensed in accordance with their accomplishments. Khalid ibn Yazid is at present a lake of fluorescent gas near a star in Taurus. This cannot be forestalled, or changed, and is the same always. Always, this instant. Always, these words. Always this happening, without cease. Your life was long ago. This is the past.Now is before.
Bingers :)I just wrote a large response and pressed the wrong button by mistake! I will have to write it all again cos it has vanished. AAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHH.It's just as well that I'm not in-charge of launching nuclear warheads! :)
I've re-upped the blog - AND IT'S ALL DOWN TO YOU.Readers - direct your thanks towards Uncle Bingo. He IS the resurrection. :)
Hurray, back to reading I go.
Thanks be to Uncle Bingo!I've just found this blog today.When the student is ready, the teacher is come they say
Your work is inspirational! I really appreciate the time and effort you have put into this blog. You have identified many connections in the subliminal synchro sphere. Thank you!
When I see idiots arguing on Facebook I think to myself, My God, we've put technology in the wrong hands. There's now so many low IQ idiots online that it tends to drag down the overall conversation. Thanks for your writing it's been a wild ride. Ps the platform is really messed up in a lot of ways but I've always felt your content could be presented in video form on YouTube and do really well there...
thanks again for all the fish!agree with you on an almost fundamentalist level about the evil that is united states.just wanted to let you know, i never, ever commented anywhere on the web because of paranoia mostly. didnt want to leave any more bread crumbs than absolutely necessary for clandestine agencies and affiliated bots to create some psycho profile of my habits and being. reading your stuff altered my stance. i was compelled to comment here. to make a digital stand and let my unimportant voice ring through the echochambers of the internet. let the bots know what kinda site stirs my soul and feeds my hunger for truth. others have put it much more eloquently... but this site is a diamond in the porn and meme filled digital asshole that is the internet. look out for you and yours first! peace
Hey man I just want to say your blog has been amazing to read for me the last couple of years. I too feel your sentiment about how you wish you never went down this road. Every time I try to introduce people to some of these basic topics they throw it back into my face.Have you watched the YouTube series based on the book programmed to kill? It's an interesting format of video as well as wall of text. Very informative and would probably get more views than this blog. If you have interest in doing something like that I would love to help anyway I can. Also have you ever dug into jimmy saville? His creepiness is reaching at least the Joe Rogan audience which is pretty big. Thanks for all your talent and inspiration
i really appreciate your work. it is simply brilliant and without exageration one of the few voices of sanity on the web. i can understand you feel like the situation is hopeless right now, we all have given up on humanity one point or another but you embody what s good and pure in humanity: searching for truth and they will never be able to eradicate all truth and yearning for truth. no matter how many people will be silenced, eventually we will win this war. i wish you goodluck in healing from this traumatizing society but know your work will never be useless, it affected and learned me a lot.
Many thanks, Anon.You clearly understand. All my writing has only ever been about THE TRUTH. I want people to "love it" - but they're busy "in-love" with lies. I will NEVER understand that and neither do I want to.Best wishes, and thanks for the comment.
You can't imagine how many people you have already enlightened with your work. Maybe most of them are extremely discreet. That's at least my experience. Just to let you know. All the best.
I too wish you the best. Thanks for your work. I know those wheels will still be turning. You know my email. Feel free to chat if your heart so leads you. I do agree that a birth/still birth moment is upon us as a specie, a culling of vast earning. The OIKON, ie false world, does not deserve to live. Its captivity of people and its insidious entrainment must not be allowed to progress.
I really liked this blog, one of the most interestings that I ever read, but I understand that you want to give up, so thanks a lot for your work!!
Thanks for all your musings, sharings, and uncoverings. Hope your journey goes well. Death to tyrants!
Now i find this site!
Thanks Phat. When I first came here I thought YOU were an algorithm. It seemed too vast and too well done.I've wished for the hours back of just READING your site. And you're right, it would have been better to realize sooner the aspects of this reality and adjust accordingly. Oh well, it's happened this way. Waste 5 years so you dont flush the next 30 right?Best of luck in all your quantumconcurrent endeavors :)
hey i wrote 2 long comments before but they would not post so i tried a different computer. Anyways, i think ur work is one of the best on the internet about this subject, you have helped me do my own studies and really give me hope that there are other smart people out there. Perhaps u can try a podcast or youtube like zenith of the alpha, outtatime88 or the syncbook podcast. I will always research this stuff because to me it is important, after all that is why its kept from the masses, anyways, wish u the best and i will check back and hope to hear from u in the future, AM